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Chondrosarcoma patient: Thank you, cancer
BY Mike Snyder
3 minute read | Published September 25, 2013
Medically Reviewed | Last reviewed by an MD Anderson Cancer Center medical professional on September 25, 2013
Thank you, cancer. Yes, I'm serious when I say that. No, I haven't lost my mind. And I haven't discovered a strange, new side effect of the cancer drug I'm on.
Coming to terms with my chondrosarcoma journey
Several different things helped me come to terms with my chondrosarcoma journey: a bit of time in counseling; conversations with my family about how I was feeling and my regular meetings with a group of friends and fellow cancer survivors -- my Chemo-Sabes, as we call ourselves. All of that, along with prayers from friends and the acceptance that comes with time, have calmed my nerves and anxiety.
It's not that I don't get scared or worried anymore. I do. My own scanxiety, as a fellow MD Anderson patient calls it, shows up regularly. But I seem to be handling it better. And I wonder why. What happened that changed me? I recently looked back at my life in the time since cancer returned, and I realized my priorities have changed.
I focus on my family much more than I had before. I usually greet each day as a gift and a fresh start. I've completely lost the ability to hold a grudge and began reaching out to people I had sworn I'd never talk to again. My bitterness, both from the cancer and the many years of fighting the disability I'd been born with, have begun to fade away.
Finding gratitude through cancer treatment
That bitterness has been replaced with simple gratitude. I wake up each morning thankful for another day and feeling blessed that I have a great family, good friends, a roof over my head and food to eat. And I realize that having those blessings is a gift beyond anything I could have hoped for.
Even though I didn't acknowledge it right away, God has given me an inner peace and a sense of purpose I had never known before. I'm not fighting cancer for just myself. I'm fighting it for the people I love and the life I'd been blessed with. I'm fighting for those things that cancer couldn't touch, no matter what. So thank you, cancer, for helping me realize that. I'm far too grateful for the life and gifts I have to waste time being angry and sad because of you. I'm loved by my family and friends. I'm thankful for my life and everything in it, even on those rough days when you slap me around and try to hurt me.